There are BBBW Admirers Everywhere?

So I'm checking my ICQ and see what's going on and I see a "plea" from someone outside the US.

"I am looking for a nice BBBW to chat with. I think they are the sexiest women on earth. Unfortunately their are not so many of them here in Holland. Wish I lived in the USA!!!!! :)"

So I'm thinking of trying to start some kind of BBBW kind of penpal type of thing.  At least the poor guy might get someone that he can talk to.

My Diary

My Diary It's cold and rainy and windy! The heater is shut off and I'm out of cigarettes! BUT I should remember the things to be grateful about. At least its not freezing outside and I don't have any tooth pain and I am going to be a Webmistress and earn lots and lots of cash!

I still don't have enough nerve

Was looking at my ICQ tonight and decided to fish around to see if I could find somebody interesting (according to certain criteria-LOL!) and I got a "hit" about a guy in MN.  He seems to really be into women and I'm really curious about how he would feel if this female started flirting with him!  He even included his private cellphone #!  Ever have those times when you just feel like some innocent flirting?

Guess What? I was treated to lunch!

It was really kind of nice!  I had just come from the Post Office and ran into one of my former co-workers.  We happily said "Hello" to one another because apart from work where would we see each other?  He was going on an errand and I thought "what the heck" I would go along with him to keep him company. 

It was really kind of perfectly innocent and we never had a "thing" we were just former co-workers.  He was nice enough to buy me lunch although at first I protested but then I gave in.  We sat outside and ate and talked a while.  Then he had to go to the laundrymat to get his laundry so we walked back there and talked along the way.  After the laundry he was on his way home - it was his day off and he was just getting things done.  He got some Chinese food and offered me some as well and I told him that he had been nice enough to buy me lunch and that I was quite full.  We then parted ways but I'm sure to see him again because he still works where I shop.

So ladies there are still some great guys out there even though we were just former co-workers and it was a nice kind of thing.

Also you know its true what they say about always looking nice because you never know when you will meet someone (or have someone treat you to lunch)!  So remember that too!  I was just hoping to get some errands done and I really wasn't "on the prowl" but I wish that I had been just a little bit more "prowl-looking"!

Toodles.......................

Ever have such a wicked crush on somebody........

that you are just consumed by your thoughts?  (and acting on those thoughts!)  Maybe I'm just feeling frustrated or bored or both and thank goodness that this crush is on an actor that hopefully I will never ever meet!

Sometimes being a girl really sucks (and I don't mean that in a good way!)

For all the pretty makeup products and tips and advice there are still some things about being female that really bites!  I know guys don't want to hear about such a disgusting topic but the maintenance involved with being female can just get to us sometimes and I know that there are a lot of women that feel this way too.

Impatience!

One of the things that I definitely am is impatient!  I want what I want, when I want and don't want to have to wait to have it!  This can be very frustrating at times.  I get angry and frustrated and just want to release all of it!

Am I talking about something in particular - Yes!  Will I say what it is? No!  But I do want it solved and taken care of RIGHT AWAY!

It's been a strange day!

I guess during times when I am feeling frustrated my thoughts turn to sex and me just wanting to burn off some excess energy!

I have the most wickedest tooth ache today!

It's really terrible when you can't afford to go to the dentist! But today I must have bit on something too hard and I could feel the pain coming! And then it started to pulsate! I took some aspirin and the pain is gone down but its there just enough to let me know to be careful when I chew or bite down on something. I'm going to have to eat soft foods for a while.

My horoscope says......

that I have a bad case of feeling wicked - LOL!

which is kind of true because I have been working all day long and just feel the need to be wicked.  My horoscope goes on to say that I should go ahead - LOL!  but just remember that I will be feeling "business as usual" by the end of the day.

Feeling a little under the weather today.....

I don't know if it's me or the weather but I have just been so warm!  I may be coming down with something and I just feel "blah"!  It's been so warm - hot even - and to me it just feels the same even though the temperature is not as hot as it was a few days ago.  I need some orange juice, some brandy and some aspirin!

So much email, so little time

I have finally gotten around to catching up on some of my email!  All the way back from January of this year - those are the emails that I'm answering now.  I have gotten a lot of very interesting email - I just don't have the nerve to follow up on them!

Yahoo Messenger - I still haven't got the hang of it yet...

I noticed that I got a few more messages from Yahoo Messenger but I still haven't quite got the hang of it yet.  I couldn't access the new messages but I'm trying to figure out how to get them.

Thoughts

I'm quite depressed today because of work because I'm not making as money as I want.  I have a lot of things to be grateful for and I am grateful for that.  But my thoughts are on one very, very big problem that I have to solve! So I am going to feel grateful for what I have and solve my problems in the exact manner that I want them to be solved.  I choose to get anything and everything that I want!

How has it been?

I see that I haven't posted for awhile.  It's probably been because I have been busy with working.  I haven't had a chance to do too much besides just work for the past few months.

I did some errands today, had a man open a door for me - that was so sweet - there are still some gentlemen in the world.

By the way men - women like having the door opened for them.  It's sweet and it makes a woman smile.  So give it a try one time and see how you (and they) like it.

kind of down today...

actually its almost 7pm and I'm a little bit down and depressed. Mostly because I don't have what I want. I'm working on it though. And even though it doesn't take too much to make me happy what little I want I don't have now so I'm quite down.

What kind of guy am I most attracted to? - It's A Quiz!

You like the trouble making types. What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics) brought to you by Quiz. Maybe in my dreams!

What kind of man am I looking for?

I guess it really should be "what kind of man do I like?" I would just like to have someone to be comfortable with. Life is hard enough to be stressed even further at home. I would just like to have someone to sit by the fireplace with enjoying a glass of wine and falling asleep in each others' arms.

Ah, Valentine's Day!

Yes I spent it alone this year! Darn! What would I have liked? Oh a nice cozy dinner by a fireplace!